start 14:00 to 14:10 sit undercuts deprives gifted ground level surprised at the seven other cars lined up on the grass I’m used to having this place to myself sit on the dry stone wall bright sunshine as a cold east wind gusts at my back moss and lichen coat the northern side a sycamore 15 feet tall grows out of the base of the wall the verge is still spread with last autumn’s beech leaves tarmac mud grass tyre tracks squeeze the road edges twigs lie on grass and road red gravel path from the church gate to the road behind me over the wall rough grass and the stream beyond the churchyard sheep graze calls of distant rooks jackdaw distant quad bike finches calling woodpigeon another car arrives
walk 500 paces 14:16 to 14:30 stand investors voters juggles east I lean against a fence listen to the rookery and a lawnmower two cars go by “Ideal Removals” van east wind coming and going gusts Alnham House telephone box glass a patina of green algae red plastic door handle faded starting to peel the burn goes under the road and in the field joins to form the river Aln Ewartly Shank 31/2 very small lambs in the field over the road a farmer off on a quad bike and trailer presumably to check for ewes or lambs in trouble another two cars something flushes all the birds from the field two oystercatchers circle calling
walk 20 minutes 14:50 to 15:10 stand blatantly wages snoozing horizon stepped over the wire fence oblongs of wire a separate barbed strand runs along pinned just below the tops of the fence posts from the valley bottom I look up to skylines defining the valley old beech trees tower to the west down the valley a view to a series of plantations small groups of hawthorn dot the west slope sheep graze on the east a rock outcrop there are stones and rocks all the way along as I walked in there was once a quarry the valley bottom here is wet the fence makes a line the effect of sheep grazing on the protected side the grass is longer denser lusher buzzard mewing drifts east over the valley another bird in the distance I acquire a cloud of small black insects three red-legged partridge appear over the western skyline start to walkrun down the slope launch into a controlled glide down the valley side one glides to the valley bottom two go off along the slope away from me
walk 15 minutes 15:25 to 15:35 stand holdings clarifies form distant furthest point out the burn drains into the Coquet I’ve walked over a watershed concrete slab bridge just upstream long low valley running up to the hill fort on east flank water surface dances to the shape of the riverbed two big old beeches one has split into four trunks each one huge in its own right an old silver birch leaning hollowing out with time and age the sounds of the burn drowns many other sounds
walk 750 paces 15:42 to 15:45 stand instance obeyed outs lost valley bottom release pens last season’s bracken lies low wind-burnt and dead pheasant calls
walk 10 minutes 15:55 to 16:05 stand cargo wasps stubble north moving away from the burn two dippers from out of nowhere fly off upstream up the slope is the path to join road a hare this upper valley is very wet soggy soft under foot a makeshift bridge wooden pallets held together with chicken wire yellow ochre dusts the grass red-legged partridge calls swathes of bracken waiting no green shoots yet sheep graze the steep hillside gaze across the fell to where the shepherd died in the blizzard wind picks up a little gusting feels slightly colder a new plantation of pale green tree guards
walk 1000 paces 16:23 stop/start stencil restrict digests incline with the pull up the hill I don’t reach 1000 paces until after I’m meant to carry on to the next step
end 16:35 sit drumbeat confined wiring tea fruit cake I’m glad it’s done in the current circumstances being this far from home feels a bit transgressive only two groups of people social distancing the pauses an enjoyable way to slow to stop and just be